Just wondering if you could share a little of your story? No problem if you don't want to, that's entirely up to you.
I am 64 but came out when I was 16. I wasn't able to live the life I wanted and really am only just beginning to do that for a number of reasons not least of which was the fact that I had undiagnosed Asperger's Syndrome. Coupled that with my conservative Christian family and a fear of going against their wishes and beliefs. But it is never too late my friend. Never too late. If you click on my name and click on see all my posts, you can read more about me if you feel like it.
Also, there is a thread on coming out as an older person where several people have shared a bit of their lives. Hopefully the following link will take you there.