So while growing up there weren't many labels. Now I'm not sure which to use in terms of who I am.
I've always felt attracted to girls. I've had 3 failed marriages with men.
My first memory is at age 8 thinking God made a mistake and I should've been a male. I cried for years. That was in the 70s so my parents were clueless and I only confessed it to my mom once. Being christians you can guess the results.
I enjoy being a girl I love sex, but during sexual encounters I feel dominate and feel like I should be the male role. With that being said does that make me a androgyne? Demiboy? Transmasc?
The only thing I'm clear of us being a demisexual lesbian.
Thanks in advance for taking the time to read and hello!
Welcome to the forums. Sorry it's taken a bit of time to get back to you.
Do you know what, we've heard many people talk about your situation over and over again. It sounds like you grew up in an era where there simply wasn't an opportunity to explore yourself. Lots of people start off thinking they are one thing and then through life experiences find out they are something else. So right now, trying to find that label - which I know is important - maybe isn't 100% helpful. Normally I'd tell you to go out and explore your identify but in this world it's a bit difficult. So maybe try and explore some online social groups. I know ELOP have some great ones going and they are set up for people like you. Here's a link to their website >> www.elop.org. We know lots of people use their support groups to help find their identity.