So life has changed quite a bit since I posted this thread. I want to thank you for putting me in contact with LGBT Foundation. They have been a life saver. I got in contact over the phone and they invited me to one of their weekend sessions. I was so nervous going to the first one but I was met with nothing but friendliness and support. I got talking to others in the group and it opened my eyes. I think that's all I needed was some human connections and to meet people who made me feel good about myself.
I'm now happy with who I am and I feel positive about my future. I have friends. Real friends who get me and love me for who I am. I'm crying writing this bacuase I feel so happy. Thank you OutLife. You were there for me when I was lost and you pinted me in the right direction.
This is such great news. I'm absolutely thrilled that LGBT Foundation were able to help and you've made progress on your journey. Sometimes all it takes is knowing that there are others out there who are just like you.
If you're ever in need again you know where we are. These forums are always here for you